Tuesday, January 27, 2009

scream and shout.

it's been a long month. there's been a lot going on and my head is spinning. i've been talking myself through each day but it's still tough. i really just want to get away from everyone for a couple days.

i miss being happy. it sounds so stupid, just be happy then. i wish it was that easy. my heart took a good beating and it's going to take time before it feels better. i guess i just need to let myself be sad for a little while. i didn't want to. i still don't really want to. but no one can keep it together all the time. i tried hard to. but it got the best of me. i know, i'm only human.

i'm going to be okay. there's no doubt in my mind. i know i need to talk to someone. i'm going to try. i'm just not used to it.

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