Saturday, May 17, 2008

and everything just falls apart.

lately everything has been seeming like a challenge. getting out of bed. showering. getting dressed. going to work during the week, being awake on the weekend. feeling alive. smiling. opening my eyes. standing. sitting. not going crazy.

things are just crumbling.

i said it on my livejournal and i guess i'll say it here: i've been feeling detached. i don't know why. i'm not entirely sure when it started and i don't have a clue when it will end. i'm not very certain of anything right now.

all i really know at this very moment is that i can't wait until this heat goes away and i would absolutely love to have someone to just waste time with.

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