living like life's going out of style.

i went to a show last night. it's been awhile since i was truly stoked on seeing any band and i had a lot of fun. it made me remember why i started going to shows in the first place, why i fell in love with all of it.

i forgot what it was like to discover a band at a show. i forgot what it felt like to sing so hard and so loud that it hurt. i forgot the feeling of being beat from simply having a good time. i forgot about waking up in the morning and wanting to talk about the night before.

and i didn't know that i missed it so much.

new month.

about time for an update, i suppose.

my piece of shit (wireless card) is working when it feels like it. i suppose it's better than not working at all. but i figure i should just save up for a new laptop.

i've been trying to think of ways to keep busy but the truth of the matter is simply that i am lazy. i could make up excuses why i don't go for walks. or why i don't do this or that but i might as well just be honest about it.

i don't really know what else to say. i'm mostly just feeling indifferent about everything. i want something exciting or even just out of the ordinary to happen.

this is a pretty pointless post.