Invisble Monsters.

"Don't you see? Because we're so trained to do life the right way. To not make mistakes. I figure, the bigger the mistake looks, the better chance I'll have to break out and live a real life."

i think part of why i love this book so much is that it really makes you think. it makes you see things from a different point of view. and that's something i'm always looking for. a new perspective.

life is all about experiences. and if you don't mess up every once in awhile, how can you ever learn anything? perhaps a huge mistake is something everyone should look into.

maybe what we all need is the opposite of a miracle.

counterproductivity vs productivity.

my wireless stopped working. i don't know why. chris tried to fix it, but to no avail. tony will be here sunday to look at it and see what he might be able to do. until it is fixed, i probably won't be around the internet very much because i have to plug it in to get online and i'm not really down with that. so i suppose that means finding another way to get ahold of me, should anyone want to communicate.

this is good though. i need to find better ways to occupy my time.

busy busy bee.

i only work three days this week. pretty stoked about that. beyond that, my weekends are looking pretty booked for the next month and a half.

july 16: acoustic matches show?
july 17-20: reno. amy's wedding on the 19th.
july 26: work; cute is what we aim for show?
july 27: baby shower luau.
august 1: twice til tuesday show.
august 2: work; two left feet show.
august 8-10: nevada city?
august 15: twice til tuesday show.
august 16: warped tour marysville.
august 23: work.
august 30-september 1: southern california?

i'm okay with being busy. it's better than being idle.

kill.

i'm so over today. it's been one annoyance after another. could something else please turn up missing or irritate me a little more. please could people keep giving me attitude. please. obviously i like it. obviously i appreciate it.

i would shoot myself in the foot just to go home, if i had a gun.


reno in less than a week. i can't fucking wait to get the hell out of here for a few days.